Alien Abductions XXX

Date: 11/26/2009
Type: Visitation
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 4:00am.
Attempted Time of Sleep: 2:00 a.m.
State of Mind Before: Regular.
State of Mind After: Regurlar.
Odd occurrences before: Before I feel asleep I had the distinct feeling of "We're coming".
Odd occurrences after: None.
Possible Influential Factors: None

This occurrence was verified by my aunt today on 11/28/09 and revolves around her. With July/August visitations, it seems they have been taking more and more interest no in my aunt. Before they would either just pass her room or just check on her as they came for me. However lately, either because I am not remembering incidents or something else is happening... she has reported them walking in her room. Apparently this has happened several time before and the Alien types have always been the medium sized almond color ones. However recently a gray walked in her room early Thursday morning. Apparently they don't even bother paralyzing here or anything, she is so scared that she cannot scream and barely manages to tap the wall to attempt a call for help. Although she knows of the experiences and has been witness to many she is questioning her sanity because they are showing up in her room. Our dog as I have guessed has already been pacified by them same how. However like em their methods are not 100% foolproof.

However I did learn some new information concerning my grandfather and his experiences. I mentioned my family history that may maternal grandfather had his first encounter when he was a young man in the desert during the 1910's. Apparently he had three other encounters as well....

2nd encounter occurred in the 1930's during the construction of the Hoover Dam.He and truck full for workers coming from Nevada back to Los Angeles encountered a UFO. Apparently it flew over them and he remembered the blue lights shining on everyone except him. There was no mention of missing time, but they drove as fast as they could back to the closest town adn toward Los Angeles.

The Third Encounter occurred in the 1950's, late at night my grandfather claimed that "Angels" had come and told him things would be okay. This happened late at night around 2 AM. At the time they were living in a hilly area near Evergreen Cemetery in Los Angeles, only a east of my present location.

The Fourth Encounter occurs in the late 50's or early sixties and coincides with my mother's first claim of sighting a UFO. However, what is interesting is that the story is slightly different with more information than my mother;s version. Apparently my Great Uncle Leno at the time yelled that there was something outside a bright blue light.
My grandfather, grandmother, and my aunt were witnesses to the event and stayed inside. Apparently this also meant that my evil Aunt Alma was present, as her boyfriend/husband at the time was there too. My mother and uncle ran outside to see what it was. By my mother's account she remembers alight shining on both of them and that's it. Nothing else was ever mentioned afterward, however my aunt does claim that about five years later she remembers odd stuff occurring. Most of her young life she was away from the family.. so it is unknown about most.

In closing this may explain the odd behaviors that my grandfather exhibited at some times. Apparently he would sleep by himself at times in an other room of the house to let my grandma sleep in peace. In this room not only do I believe he was constantly abducted, but my mother, and then myself. He also had a tendency to take off in the middle of the night too. He always claimed to go and put gas. This would occur during 1-4am in the morning.
From his behavior it looked like he was trying to keep them away from us. Not that I look back, the patterns did not increase with me until his death in 1986. Although my first contact was in 1978, with some visitations up until that point.... things did not escalate until after his death, but then again it could just be timing since I was enteringg puberty by then..

Nothing Ever goes right.....

Monday I was involved in an auto accident. No one got hurt, no one died, just our cars got messed up. Currently I am really upset with Auto insurance in general and the Metro Rapid Transit 704 which cut me off and set off the chain of events.

Right now things look very bleak. The money I would have had is wiped out completely with Taxes and Bills.... emotionally I am a wasteland of hurt..... I stand amidst the ruins in a desert, where a blazing sandstorm rages... ironically I can endure this torture.... but everything comes to ruin. The irony of all this is that I can bring comfort and joy to so many others.... I can bring solace... yet when they are gone... the storms rage and I am left utterly alone amongst sand and broken stone....
choking on my own breath... with only my Whyl to keep me going and the other tricks I have mastered to keep me from falling and succumbing.

However things are fading, the powers that help me endure are failing me... I feel ever sting now, although my sharp mind is still intact it is slowly be devoured by my own inner cancers of have long since purged and made re missed. Not to mention the star demons that threaten my very existence since birth.

At times like these everyone always so humble yourself before the almighty, ask for mercy, ask for solace..... yet when it is the Will of the Almighty then what? How can someone such as I thwart his Divine plans if this is so.... I hear his words on the very tempest itself. So who do I turn to? By my tradition I have humbled myself and yes he he keeps me here and bound also at his whim holds my freedom and peace, but always at a price.

Whose Oasis will take me in? What blessed traveler is there who guide my from this doom?

Holiday Blues

Well October 31st has passed, and although the Holiday Season hasn't officially started.... the madness has already begun. The diabolical "cheer" has already begun... not only from the Winter Yuletide, but also from the Ultimate Family Gathering.... "Thanksgiving". Sometimes I really would like that November and December would be wiped from the Calendar.

So... "Why so Serious"?

Look I understand if you have a loving family... err okay let us rephrase... raised in a supportive "environment" that fosters kinship and an understanding.... great. Cool I am happy for you and you family and friends.....yet don't forget.... there are many more that are alone, hurt, or worse.
Yes, although the temptation to help these lost souls out is strong, your good intentions really do make things worse. Whoopee 4 days out of the year you show me what I am lacking the other 361 days of the year! You give us a taste of what could have been, yet will never be for any of us.

Sigh I know how to put the facade of the Holiday Season.... yes I do believe in love and helping others... etc.... yet I am all alone. Do I chose to be alone? Yes, because why should tamper with other people's happiness... for me X-mas and Thanksgiving is full of bad memories. So I stay away... let the sadness pass and then re-appear month later.

If it not my abductions... then its real life.... seems either why I am screwed. Denied love, Denied companionship, Denied Peace of Mind, Denied.... Denied... Denied... Denied.... why even bother.

Like a wick... yes I burn bright and provide light.... yet I burn in constant pain.. self consuming
with no purpose.

Again....not original ones...

Date: 10/19/2009
Type: Visitation, Non-sleep Sighting
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 1:50 am to 2:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: (Aunt) 1:00am, Me 5:00 a.m.
State of Mind Before: Both Depressed, Stressed.
State of Mind After: Anxiety, Very Depressed, Scared.
Odd occurrences before: Buzzing, Humming, Whispering.
Odd occurrences after: Trouble Hearing, Dizziness, Feeling of Being Watched, Humming.
Possible Influential Factors: High Level of Stress and Depression, Previous Sightings

Around 150-2am it occurred again. I heard my aunt cry out and then knock on the wall. I thought she was having a nightmare. I got up once Patrick freaked out and started barking and hit the window really loud.
My hair was standing up before then and I thought I heard whispers, but I thought it was just imagining things.

I went out to the hall way and Patrick was upset and came to me immediately. I asked my aunt if she was okay and she was crying. she said they were there and she'd call out and hit the wall. One just walked to the door of her room and stood there watching her, then it walked away and then walked into her bathroom again and stared at her from in there. That is when she hit the wall and then Patrick got spooked and started to bark as if chasing that end up in him hitting the window really hard.

These are not the ones who originally started with me. These are the second set. For some reason these are interested in my aunt more than me.

Again they are abck...

Date: 10/18/2009, but also incidents within past two weeks.
Type: Visitation, Non-sleep Sighting
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Time of Incident: 2:00am to 3:30am.
Attempted Time of Sleep: 12:00am-4:00 a.m.
State of Mind Before: Depressed, Stressed, sleepy and tired.
State of Mind After: Anxiety, Very Depressed.
Odd occurrences before: None.
Odd occurrences after: Trouble Hearing, Dizziness, Feeling of Being Watched.
Possible Influential Factors: Home Accident, High Level of Stress

This occurrence was verified by my aunt today once again. Early this morning around 2:00 a.m. I took my dog outside. As he was outside I was assisting my aunt. While helping her I noticed a white object proximately 6' tall rush by the back door outside. I instantly ran to the door and called my dog in. Worrying that something might happened to him because I was 100% awake! Luckily he immediately ran and I closed the door. Since my dog did not act odd and I did not see anything else weird... I thought it was all in my head..... The rest of the night nothing odd happened. I simply played some of my video game and then went to bed. However.....
my Aunt reported that she saw something around 2:45 am pass in the hallway. Same color and size. She then heard someone exclaim outside about 10 min later "OMG did you see it!!! Did you see it!!". Although nothing I remembered happened last not to me, the mere fact that she saw it too did not make me fee any better. Currently there is a carnival occurring a block away, so the probability of my aunt saying that she heard someone exclaim...."Did you see it" is most likely accurate.

As you know for the past couple of month the activity has been high. I thought it died down and it was over. Within the last two weeks I thought I was imagining things again. Nothing overtly was happening that I remembered, and to be honestly I been so tired an exhausted I really didn't care. They have been screwing with my head, playing mind games. My ears have been ringing and I been feeling dizzying.
I have no idea what to do..... I am scared..... 30+ years of this. I can't take anymore.

Tolerance: The Loss of Common Decency

What ever happened to.... "No Shirts, No Shoes, No Service" or "Have the Right to Refuse Service". Have we been brain washed by the "Tolerance Faeries" that everything and anything must be tolerated?

So what exactly am I ranting about, the "Homeless" being allowed in local fast food establishment. I am sorry, but the homeless are vermin, no different from a rat or a cockroach being found there. Due to circumstances or by their own doing, these individuals are in poor health (communicable diseases) and poor hygiene. There is the probability that they could spread disease, especially in a dining area, public restroom, and where there is a shared soda fountain. Yet why do certain establishment allow these "customers" in?
Why do descent customers tolerate this? I am not saying do not sell to these people, but kindly ask them to leave. It is irresponsible as a company and as a society to allow these people to possibly infect other with their poor hygiene. they can purchase the food, but should leave the premise and be served there drinks.

I have seen this type of behavior at Pasadena McDonald's at Colorado/Hill, as well as the Hollywood McDonald's at Sunset/Crescent Heights. I am sorry, but you should avoid theses establishments until they clean up there act. I mean.... how often do you see a dirty homeless person spewing Mucus at a table at Denny's or Carrows?

So what should we do? Well sadly to say it tough love. By denying these people, you force these people to seek aid at a more appropriate spot or learn to better themselves in which they should attempt to behave and present themseleves in a more descent manner.

Gays and National Healthcare - We Will Get Shafted

My fellow homosexuals, Gays and Lesbian, and people who know what Nationalized Healthcare can mean for we fellow Gay Americans. Why this is bad for the nation, but disastrous for the Gay community.

"We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness. That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed"
-Thomas Jefferson

I begin with a quote from Thomas Jefferson's "Declaration of Independence" , because it reflects the serious injustice "that all men are created equal". Second we have seen a mob mentality that can overturn the security of these liberties "Legalization of Gay Marriage" to Dictator like mandate of Nationalized Healthcare", the fine balance of "That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed" has gone out the window.

Currently our government supports legislation which hinders, impedes, or harms gay individuals. The "Defense Of Marriage Act" (DOMA), the U.S. Militaries "Don't ask Don't Tell Policy", California's 2008 Propn 8 Ballot Measure, and soon Maine's 2009 Prop 1 Ballot Measure are just some example of existing laws that will impact the way Gays may receive Nationalized Healthcare.

Let start with DOMA: Section 3 of DOMA applies to the federal government only. It overrides a state’s determination that a same-sex couple is married and says that they are not married for purposes of all federal laws and programs, even though the federal government has always deferred to state determinations of marital status. Under this law, “the word ‘marriage’ means only the legal union of a man and a woman as husband and wife, and the word ‘spouse’ refers only to a person of the opposite sex who is a husband or a wife.” This law requires all federal departments and agencies to disrespect the valid state-licensed marriages of same-sex couples but not other married couples. As a result, only married same-sex couples are denied all rights, protections and responsibilities associated with marriage at the federal level.

Which mean if we have National "Federal" Healthcare, your rights as a Same Sex Married Couple and Domestic Partner are invalid. Under the Federal Law, you can be denied by Federal Healthcare providers the basic rights that married couples have concerning Healthcare. Which means, "Blood Relative only" decision making, family allowed visits "Sorry faggot wait outside", and a slew of things that put the Gay Movement Back by decades. Sad thing is we haven't even got to the part about children in Same Sex Marriages or in Domestic Partners. What if the "Physical Spouse" is absent... the child is basically left helpless because of full federal guidelines.
"Sorry Faggot your not the natural parent. I am calling DCFS"

Next.... "Don't Ask Don't Tell".... well did you know that depending on what type of Discharge this is filed under you may lose all Military Benefits. Although most are filled as "OTH Discharge" you may still be penalized with lack of proper Medical Care. Such legal reason for denial of benefits can be argued in congress and shown that it should be put into the National Healthcare... after all if Uncle Sam can already deny men and women who sacrificed their lives for the country benefits.... why not the common people. "Sorry Faggots your committing some for of Sodomy and the U.S. Military views this as an Abomination", so what's good for G.I Jane and G.I Joe... is good for everday Joeschmoe.... now get the hell out of my country Faggot and die!" Sorry to be so emotional about that, but such a provision can be snuck into the National Healthcare Bills, because it is a pre-existing military rule.

Prop 8's... and Prop 1's. What State Level Liberties you are secure can be taken away by religious rights mobs. In 2008, California Supreme Court ruled that Gay Marriage is legal, later that year a Ballot measure overturned this ruling. By precedence and example, if enough votes were cast "Gays" can be subjected to wide discrimination, denial of service, and compliance to unethical medical procedures. No I am not making this up . . . at on time being Gay was determined as a mental illness, and today many religious wackos believe gender re-assessment. What if they all vote and get that changed. Yup its round up the Gays and send them to camps... sound familiar... a certain Party did that during the 1930's n Europe..... Paragraph 175. What if they said they invited a AIDS Vacination and required all homosexuals to take it. Under A nAtional Healthcare System you get the shot. What if the religious mob says well the Federal government treats you as a 3rd class citizen so you get no treatment... we say you not human or natural. I know I may be extreme, but people are inhumane toward one another.

Lastly.... is it fair that we as single Gay Homosexual further share the burden for Breeders?
As it is gay property owners are unfairly taxed for Public Schools. Now I have to pay for a family who decided to have seven kids?

As a gay individual National Healthcare is not an option any of us should support at this time if ever. If the U.S. government could secure our rights as equal citizens with Federal Same Sex Marriage Recognition, the repeal of Sodomy Laws, the Repeal of DOMA, the repeal of "Don't Ask Don't Tell" and US Military Policies regarding Homosexuals..... maybe just maybe we can consider National Healthcare.

Till then..... get the hell out of our wallets and the hell out of my lifestyle choices.